Flowers

My hubby is a good man, but maybe I’m not that good a woman. After all, I did let him get away. He took off with a floozy. You know the kind with big boobs and a tight bottom in those jeans she wears. I hate her for that. I hate myself even worse because I don’t have real big boobs and I’ve let my butt go quite a bit over the last few years. I’m agonizing over this now, not really sure what I’ll do. Maybe I should join a gym and lose a few pounds. Yeah, maybe I’ll meet a new man at the gym. Hmm… I spend a lot of time wondering how to get ex back, that guy was my number one for more than 3 years. I should know him better, should be able to get his attention long enough to talk some sense into him, maybe I’ll show a little skin. Lol… I don’t really know, guess I better spend some time doing some research online in the forums and find out exactly how to get an ex back. It might take some time, but I’ve got a lot of alone time now. Okay, I better start. Talk to you later…

Not long ago I was in a situation with my boyfriend, where he said he had lost the flame for me. That the desire to be with me was gone. He said he wanted to see other people and his love for me…? Well, those feelings were gone. He felt distant and wanted to move on. As you can imagine I was devastated at the time. I was distraught and wondered whether I would ever win him back. But I pulled a Sandra Dee on him and went back home and spent some time thinking about myself, about all the things I gave up to be with him. And you know what? I realized that I had given up a lot. Much more than I realized at the time of our dating. At that point I wasn’t concernded with how to get him back. I became more aware of the things I needed to do, for me. I grew up… So here I was 6 months later in a grocery store and who did I see? My ex boyfriend with a friend of his. You can imagine his surprise when he saw that I had lost a lot of weight, was in great shape, and walking hand in hand with a new boyfriend.

To make a long story short, when he called me and tried to get me back the next day… I told him I ahd moved on! How’s that for a laugher?